Leontien.

- Sweet Lady i think your doing great!!! Big BIG hugs from Indiana!-

while i was outside, in the fields

many states away
I didnt know

you 

took your very last

breath here on earth with your Bastiaan by your side

while i was staring at the sky

amazed at the wind, the moving clouds
I didnt know

you

were already there

on the very reaches of the vast unknown heavens

while i was wondering why

why am i still here on earth
I didnt know

you

were riding on by

 on a new journey stallion made of endless timeless stars

Leontien,

 I will miss your enotes of encouragement

of laughter

of bonding over rebellious bodies 

I dont know why

an old mare like me who has lived already many years, 

and you,

a young woman with so many dreams, your Bastiaan...

why did it happen this way?

why?

I dont know.
it hurts.

But I know this ~
this you would approve ~

I will 

live life

Just like we talked about.

There are no time limits.

It is all ours.

Godspeed, my friend.

 ~ Leontien VandeLaar ~

1980 - 2013

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