I cant sleep.

I cant sleep. Weve been up for over 30  hours.

It is a miracle we are alive.

 We lived through wildfire last night, in my truck and Mr. forestermans patriot in our hayfield below, watching  the madness burn around us. It blew up so fast we couldnt really get out safely on the road. So we did what you do in an emergency - drove to the greenest part of one of your fields, and at the right moment drove through  flames to black. 

I was shaking violently.

and when the moment was right we then drove up through the black smoke, 

just the two of us 

and battled the aftermath that was set on fire around the house . 

.

I cant sleep. I hear screaming cows now, and see fire when I close my eyes.

I cant sleep.

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