"Feral ~ from feminine of ferus wild: having escaped from domestication and become wild"...




Friday

what you dont know -


certainly has the potential to kill you... and so now I know, and this fast learning curve that just happens to be my life is certainly reiterating the point that "how" is so much more important and you should not to bother asking "why"...

"survival + acceptance + adaptation = a new kind of normal"


its 1 in the morning and I have tests at 11:00 am.


and hopefully, when i get test results with the Hematologist Oncologist afterwards today for the second scan of the year to check the (non!?yes!) progress of whats going on in my body - you bloggers who know me will rejoice and crack out the fruity mar-gar-reetas, the stomp dancing furry feet (ok, maybe only in my baggins birthday party dreams), and the wild gesticulating (is that a word?sounds...kind of special...) jazz hands, banjo'ing moderately to the music in our heads, we will celebrate the fact you and me are alive..those who dont know will look around desperately, wondering if feral's brain cells are also fried to a crisp like her poor burned potted plants (not THOSE kind, unless greek basil counts), along with those other weirdo bloggers.  or maybe they will join in....

yes, i need to remind myself that I can finally follow those trickling mr.clean air bubbles into the shiny light from the depths of my puddling black ashy despair,

because I have already survived.

end of  world = rats + cockroaches+ me . 

* snap point finger snap*

ahhh huhh.

weddings, wildfires, love.
this is called living.



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24 comments:

  1. Oh FERAL HUGS my dear friend it is going to be fine. I would have phoned you if I had of known you were up it would have been 3 in the morning for me but I would have done it. I only have to figure out how to get a big HUG through that darn phone line.
    I will be with you all day my friend. HUGS B

    It will be fine.

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  2. Oh by the way you two look absolutely fabulous. B

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  3. Thinking of you and sending you big love and good vibes. Take Care.
    Best wishes Molly

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  5. Sending good thoughts and prayers your way today. Great photo!

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  6. I will be thinking of you today and making preparations for the fruity, furry footed, gesticulating celebration that is to come! {{HUGS}}

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  7. what a gorgeous picture of the two of you.....remember the song "all you need is love", sometimes that really is all you need!!

    happy for the update!!

    sending you a big hug from new jersey!!

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  8. I love the pic, you looks so georgeous. And I am sending hugs and good thoughts your way as well!

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  9. Sending you love and prayers today and always.

    Beautiful picture oh you two!

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  10. You look mahvalus! I'll be thinking of you today, along with all your other blogging friends. Thank you for keeping us in the loop.

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  11. hoping, hoping, hoping for the ALL CLEAR!!!

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  12. Gorgeous picture. Your smile speaks thousands of words.... your spirit is indomitable! Sending good vibes for a good scan!

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  13. Girlfriend, every time I see a new post from you I WANT TO GIVE YOU A HUG!!! Your spirit is an inspiration to me every day.

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  14. Hoping all is well for you. Beautiful photo.

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  15. That picture of you and Mr. Forestman is stunning! And he looks pretty darn handsome, too. You too are quite the gorgeous couple, the love shines right through the camera.
    I'm getting my limes lined up so I'll be ready to toast you with a margarita.

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  16. I love that photo! Wonderful! Hoping and praying your test results will be good.

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  17. Love that photo and hoping for BEST in your tests!

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  18. Your strong spirit has definitely survived- y'all lookin' good- great photo!

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  19. I'm having a strawberry mar--ga--rita!!...what are you having??!...Going to be good news girlfriend...I can feel it!...Here's to you and Mr. Forestman...xo

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  20. You are a survivor, you will be OK, and we will toast with margaritas! I was out and about today, but I thought about you because I remembered what was happening on 8/3, which is weird since I forget so much these days. But I did and I am sending you big HUGS tonight. And the picture is wonderful, what a cool couple you are.

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  21. I am hoping with all my heart that everything will be good! Be strong dear woman!

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  22. Hope all is ok! Nice picture of both of you...
    We are having sangria which my Man brought back from France after visiting his parents. THey moved there when they retired.

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I am feral, so although I dont respond at all like most domesticated bloggers, I will try my best - Thank you for even wanting to leave a comment, as it may draw me out from the woods from whence I came!

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